Both babies are napping and I really should be napping too, but sometimes I need this time to think, have a tea and just relax. Even though I’m exhausted. Baby girl was up every two hours last night (!) and therefor, so was I. Plus, my son is no longer in daycare, so I can’t just lay around with her.
But yes, all that to say, I’m tired but need me time more than I need sleep right now.
I wrote a while back that I was needing to think about three things: my marriage, our home, and my job. Today I am thinking about our home.
I want to move.
I’ve been wanting to move for some time now. We bought this home 6 years ago thinking we’d only stay 5. It’s a townhome and it was great for the two of us. But now that we are a family of 4, it’s just not doing it for me. Plus, our new neighbours are so noisy and we just so happened to get bugs shortly after they moved in. By bugs I mean, cockroaches. I hate to even write that word because it’s so fucking nasty. I hate them so much. Not only are they nasty but they scare the shit out of me. Too many times I have opened a cupboard to find one in there. We bought some industrial stuff and that seemed to work for a bit, but they just keep coming back. Which isn’t surprising. If we have them, our neighbours have them.
So yeah, I’m so done living in a townhome. I want a standalone house with more space, more windows, a backyard, and a big bright kitchen.
I want to be in our family home.
So we’ve been looking and although there are some that have come close, we haven’t found the perfect home yet.
We also have some work to do in our current place. Like renovate all the bathrooms and do something about the bugs. Both of these things are currently in motion – we’ve contacted contractors and an exterminator. So yeah, that’s all happening.
But in the meantime, I want to be happy in my home. I’m here all the time seeing as I”m on maternity leave and I need to feel comfortable in my space right now. So there are a couple of things I’ve been working on:
- Keeping it super clean. This is easier said than done with two littles, but it’s super important, especially given then bug situation. So I often prioritize cleaning over all of the other things. I have a cleaning schedule that I try to keep to and that works most weeks. But I’m considering getting a cleaner come in twice a month because I just can’t keep up.
- Going minimalist. I’ve been wanting/trying to do this for some time now. It’s so hard with kids because people keep giving us shit. By shit I mean toys. We have too many toys. Toys which are currently scattered all over the living room floor. I do put quite a few away and rotate but ideally I’d like to just get rid of like half of them. In all other respects we’re pretty minimalist. I try to do a big declutter once a year and that helps to keep things in check. It also helps that neither my husband nor I like shopping. I hate spending money and I don’t like buying things that I don’t really need.
I really can’t wait to move though. This is the longest I’ve stayed in one place and I’m getting antsy. I also really really want a back yard for the summer. It would just make my life a lot easier. I can take my son outside to do some much needed running around while the baby naps.
Speaking of which, they are both still napping – though baby girl has been waking after 45 minutes, and if she does this again that means I only have seven minutes left to myself. Fingers crossed she’ll go longer!