When I Can’t Sleep

I couldn’t sleep last night and when this happens I have this bad habit of grabbing my phone and going on Instagram and Facebook.

Do you follow Humans of New York?

If you do you’ll know the profiles on there lately have been heart wrenching. Beautifully devastating and for such an amazing cause. He’s raising money right now for pediatric cancer research. So obviously the stories associated are pretty much the saddest things you will ever read.

So here I was at 1:30 in the morning sobbing. Ugly cry gasping sobbing over stories of children with cancer. Worst idea. As I’m reading I’m like, why am I reading this right now??

I can’t even, don’t even want to imagine what that would be like. I had to fight every urge to go into my sons room, lift him out of his crib and hold him close.

But seriously, worst possible thing to be thinking about when trying to sleep!!!

 

 

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